If you have all the following problems in your life:
* continuous self-sabotage (creating projects and relationships and destructing them. Not getting ahead in life)
* not finishing projects or having too many at once
* never feeling completely integrated in life
* scanning peoples faces wherever you go
* never feeling really happy although in company of friends
* acting beta among people and deep down being alpha and not being happy with your beta status
you might have an energy in you that goes way back at the time you were born or maybe even sooner.
I have had this problem and only until recently i found out it might be because of (VTS) vanishing twin syndrome.
VTS happens in every 10th pregnancy. it is a twin that doesn’t fully develop and gets reabsorbed into the mother or the surviving twin. Another possibility is there was another related persons death which clings on to you and tries to manifest.
What happens is that a spirit/soul or impression is within you that re-enacts a cycle of creation and destruction.
Instead of being in a cycle that stretches over your lifetime it is in a shorter time cycle that happens in weeks and months.
So you constantly destroy what you created. In everything.
You have two options to come over this problem. Either you banish the energy from your life. Telling it to die and to leave you alone or you can try to change the two energies in you to work together by realizing that any dead spirit would have wanted you to be successful. Lets say, if you would talk directly to your twin, how would you talk to him/her. You would say: “look here… i was able to survive. I am sorry you didnt make it but it doesn’t mean i can’t achieve everything that we would have done together. You will enjoy it. trust me. But you are dead. So let me live my life and you can leave to another plane.”